Only Asian parents would make their children go to tutor on the holidays. After the last term is finished and before the first one begins. No time for relaxing, what does that word even mean to them? Relaxing. I don't think it's even in their vocabulary. But hey this is not for me to say.
Anyway, today I did go to tutor and I won't lie I don't look forward to going to tutor except for the fact that there's a pretty hot dude that I can stare at when I'm brain dead. But my friend who had been away for 5 weeks came back and was at tutor today so I was pretty excited to see her and catch up. It had been too long! We didn't really do that much work but hey what do you expect? And she surprised me by telling me that the senior formal had been moved up to may instead of its normal time in july. 2 months may not seem like a long time but when you haven't even started to plan anything about your dress, makeup, shoes, and date.. Well you see my predicament.
I was mostly stressed about my dress because I am quite short and a long dress would make me look well fat and just this is why I avoid long dresses. *sigh* so I went formal dress surfing and I'm not really into the shiny sparkly ones.. But oh well I'm sure that would be alright it's only a dress after all.
All the material things can be planned and adjusted to but the one thing that I don't have is a partner. Since I drifted away from my best guy friend who really treated me like crap that I took to the semi formal I don't have anyone to bring to my formal. I have decided to have at least 3 in mind.
First choice: a boy my age who I have know for 2 years now but have drifted away from him. We used to be very good friends and even liked each other for a while but his parents were too scary for me so I chickened out and he hasn't been the same since. We still can talk to each other but the same spirt isn't there anymore.. And honestly I'm scared to invite him because what would his parents think? And honestly, I'm scared shitless of them.
Second choice: another boy my age who is really attractive like hot. But he is a little short so if I wear heels it might look strange in photos.. I don't know him that well personally but I have know him for a year. We first met at, can you believe it? Tutor. And every now and then we chat, I think we are friends but we aren't close so that might be awkward. And I'm not sure what he thinks of me so still thinking.. But he is a possibility.
Third choice: one of my good friends who I've known since I was little probably around 9 but he is older, he's 21 so that might be a bit old.. But he is actually quite good looking and tall like if he didn't know so many of my embarrassing moments of my childhood and I met him randomly and only I would date him :) he would be the most comfortable around me and I would really appreciate his company. I would really bring him without hesitation if he was a year or two younger and knew more of my friends. I really like him as a friend.
I just don't know. I'm actually freaking out a little, because I don't want to go alone to the formal. But I don't want to go with someone that I'm not close to and worry about the night being awkward. So this is my predicament. *majorsadface*
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