We were such good friends and we became such good friends. And then it drifted apart, you let it fall apart. You didn't even care, you didn't even want to talk to me, you didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face. You just let it fall apart. You let me fall apart. You saw it happening and you didn't care. You saw me killing myself over you and you didn't care. You just watched me and ignored it. That hurt.
And now, we don't even talk anymore. And it hurts that I tried, I tried to talk to you and you, you don't even have the decency to just hate me. Just hate me. I can't stand this limbo, no talking, trying to get over you. I can't do this anymore, it's been half a year. It's been half a year. It's been more than half a year of awkwardness. All that time trying to fix it. Time wasted.
I see you. I saw you. And I went back there again. And it all came back again. To haunt me again. And you know what hurts the most? That you don't even care, you aren't even affected by any of this. But not anymore, it's a new year, and this year counts, this year decides me. So no more you, you will not hurt me anymore. I won't let you.
Never again.
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