Living at our best..

It might be surprising, actually its not that surprising but I am still awake when its clearly a time that you should be sleeping like a baby. I don't really know what I'm doing.. or why I'm doing it.. It's a haze a bit like a dream and I really don't want to wake up. I have basically a week until I have to go back to school and I'm not really that thrilled.

I love the sound of the rain and its such a lovely night. The cool temperature is a refreshing but somewhat depressing.. wow. I am in such a depressing mood why is it that I only blog when I'm feeling like shit?

I'll move on, I've been watching so many videos lately I think my eyes will pop out soon. Big Bang Theory, Friends, Dance Academy, Gossip Girl even a little Jersey Shore. But I have to do work, tutor work, umat practice, clean the house, so much shit to do with my life; zero motivation.

I wish I had a Lenard. I wish I had something.