just seems like a blur and nothing ever gets done.. I probably eat the worst junk too. right now I'm just watching Alice in Wonderland 1951 version and even thought I think this story is one of the most messed up and weird ones ever I guess I shouldn't judge before I've watched the movie.
I don't know why I don't have any motivation.. I guess I've been complaining about it throughout this whole blog.. And I guess this idea of blogging throughout the whole year about my senior year was a good idea but really it wasn't well I don't think it was anymore.. because I don't know..
Anyways I guess I should probably try and get to starting my assignment since it is due this weekend and yeah I should email it to my teacher and all that shiz. But it doesn't seem like that will be happening any time soon.. because yeah I don't know if understanding why I am unmotivated will help me. um actually I don't even think I know why I feel so unmotivated.. so obviously I wouldn't know how to fix it. I would say I'm not complaining that I have a bad life because I am complaining technically I am but its not because I have a bad life its just that I don't really know the direction that my life is going in at the moment..
And I just feel like I don't even know whats going on in my life right now like of course we can complain all we want and I don't think anything will ever happen if we don't do anything about it hey.
healthy lifestyle, healthy living, healthy foods, exercise, its a lifestyle change but how does why, how, whats the point really?
argh. oh so hungry and lethargic, pisssed yo.
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