exams exams life reflection?

It's hard to believe that I can finally count how many days of schooling I have left without complication anymore. 40 days. It's actually a little frightening because that means that I have 14 days left of this term. Which is 168 hours or 10080 minutes or 604800 seconds of which I probably will waste 3600 writing this post and procrastinating... That's an hour for all you math haters.

So, for the next 2 weeks I have a lot of assessment to finish and ): I'm trying not to let it get to me but really inside I'm freaking out bro.

Monday 10/9/2012 (3days, 72 hours, 4320 minutes, 259200 seconds away)
Chemistry WINE EEI DUE! (fuarrrrk bro)

Tuesday 11/9/2012 (4days, 96 hours, 5760 minutes, 345600 seconds away)
Japanese Reading Exam

Thursday 13/9/2012
English Unseen Exam

Friday 14/9/2012
Maths B Exam

Monday 17/9/2012
Japanese Speaking Exam

Tuesday 18/9/2012
Japanese Writing Exam
Accounting Exam

Wednesday 19/9/2012
Maths C Exam

Thursday 20/9/2012
CMT Moderation Day
Dying my hair with Jadicus
AFTERNOON PARTAY~

Friday 21/9/2012
LAST DAY OF THE WORST TERM OF MY LYFE! <-- WTF..

Okaaaaay that's a whole lot of shit to get though in 2 weeks..
Everyone tells you lots of stories about your last year of high school and I reckon you just have to live it for yourself and not regret the things that you do. We all can be told a million billion times that we should study, eat well, sleep early, revise x100000, not stress out, take time to relax. But it rarely works out like that. Or maybe it does but it didn't in my year of schooling.

In the end its about your own choices and yeah, in the end it is your life. All those years in primary school that you wanted independence and responsibility of your own life. Well.. here you go, its there for you to take but honestly, I don't think I'm ready for it. And no, I am not embarrassed to say that. I know that its worse to fail at something and by having too much of an ego to admit that you have done something wrong.

I won't say that I regret anything I have done this year, because it has all been my decisions. And I know I made some really shitty ones this time around but hey, you only get to go through this once and everyone is bound to make mistakes. And sometimes they really bring you down and its fricking hard to get up. It might take a while but in the end you will get there. (No QCS pun intended aha I'm so funny ^^)

But anyway. I should probably get onto that Chemistry EEI that I have dreaded WITH PASSION UNTIL NOW!

ciao x