Live in the moment, it's not worth the regret

Journal Entry 3: Hotel Room
22nd December 2011, 11.48pm

Live in the moment or it'll pass you by
I didn't go out at all today I just stayed inside I needed the break from the sun I guess I read a lot. Okay cut to the chase

I met someone today, I met a lot of people today actually. But I met someone today and his name is Jason or Jayce he's 22 years old living on level 4 an when I met him had only been at this hotel for 4 hours and he's from Melbourne but is originally Chinese, he studied finance and can't seem to find a job here so he wants to go back to china. He's tall quite slim and has really asian eyes I admit he's not the greatest looking guy out there.

But, there's just something about him.. The way he held my hands when I showed him how wrinkly they were, how he touched my shoulder when he looked at my fading tattoo, the way he pulled me up onto the ledge in the hot tub to sit kinda beside him... I don't know what it is but I liked his company and I didn't want to leave him and if Nathan wasn't there we would have talked so much more.. I would have been able to do so much more.. I gave him my Ishique business card because I didn't have anything else I couldn't slip it discreetly because of Nathan but I wonder if he understands how weird is it to give someone a business card? And now I just feel like I didn't know what I was feeling so I texted jean bean an she helped me so I love her for that I think I'll just go with the flow and if I see him tomorrow in going to kiss him I will. I won't let this moment pass. It's not worth regretting. xx