Beginnings

Everything in this earth, in this solar system, in the whole of existence had a beginning. But everything in existence probably had a more interesting beginning to my senior year hey? It's not really the beginning of Year 12 yet but it feels like it. It really feels like it.

There is still half of this month and most of January and then it will really begin.. And when I think of that now, it's not that much time. So I want to keep a memory of this, crazy, emotional, stressful, painful time so that one day I'll read it and probably laugh at myself so hard.

I know I wont be able to say something everyday so I wont promise to. But I'll try to keep this going, because it seems like I can never finish anything.. It's going to be a vent for my thoughts and a vent for my stress, so it wont be nice half the time hahas :) 

Anyways, I decided to start this as the start of my senior year because I got my report card in the mail today, and I haven't even looked at it. Because I was already told hey its shit. pick up your act. Well that was a slap in the face. It hurts but hey I was lazy I'll admit it, but I was really sad that time too, like I didn't know what to do with my life half the time so I was just drifting along... until I hit something hard. Reality.

And boy, is reality a bitch.

xoxo

nts;

mistakes I make frequently

existance .... existence 

beggining... beginning