RAGE AT HTML

So frustrated right now :@ :@
The template isn't working like I want it to and I don't understand heaps of the coding GAH

And I really wanted to go running today with Vi but she bailed == annoying..
but hey a pre good song just came on *winkyface* ahaha

AND omg I was doing the washing today and after 1 load there was another one and I freeaking forgot the washing in the washing machine ~~' I'm doing another rinse and spin because when you leave washing in the machine the damp clothes grow bacteria and ew ew ewwwy

anyways I am going to calm my farm and indulge myself in a face mask 8D
toodles x

still editing...

My template is still under construction . . . . . .

maybe for a while (:

Wasting our lives..

I just spent no joke 2 hours looking up contacts to buy for the year and I decided on 4 for the year yay. But seriously 2 hours just doing nothing but look at my phone screen with 4 weddings and a funeral in the background. I am living a sad life :/

Blogger mobile app

It's pretty coolios but it doesn't post the right time :( let's see if it does it again 5.14pm

Dynamic Views hm..

I made this blog open and everything just so that I could use 'Dynamic Views' but it seems limiting to me. Because you cannot change any of the CSS and I think everyone should be able to make their blog really theirs so I think I will be changing my template to a normal coded one edited by me (: 

blogskins.com here I come!

Christmas is OVER!

Wells it's all over in 5 minutes just a holla 'merry christmas' :)

Live in the moment, it's not worth the regret

Journal Entry 3: Hotel Room
22nd December 2011, 11.48pm

Live in the moment or it'll pass you by
I didn't go out at all today I just stayed inside I needed the break from the sun I guess I read a lot. Okay cut to the chase

I met someone today, I met a lot of people today actually. But I met someone today and his name is Jason or Jayce he's 22 years old living on level 4 an when I met him had only been at this hotel for 4 hours and he's from Melbourne but is originally Chinese, he studied finance and can't seem to find a job here so he wants to go back to china. He's tall quite slim and has really asian eyes I admit he's not the greatest looking guy out there.

But, there's just something about him.. The way he held my hands when I showed him how wrinkly they were, how he touched my shoulder when he looked at my fading tattoo, the way he pulled me up onto the ledge in the hot tub to sit kinda beside him... I don't know what it is but I liked his company and I didn't want to leave him and if Nathan wasn't there we would have talked so much more.. I would have been able to do so much more.. I gave him my Ishique business card because I didn't have anything else I couldn't slip it discreetly because of Nathan but I wonder if he understands how weird is it to give someone a business card? And now I just feel like I didn't know what I was feeling so I texted jean bean an she helped me so I love her for that I think I'll just go with the flow and if I see him tomorrow in going to kiss him I will. I won't let this moment pass. It's not worth regretting. xx

Control it.

Journal entry 2: On the beach
21 December 2011, 1.03pm

For once we were on time. Yay. Anyways I saw this asian today and I swear I know him like legit bro and I was really contemplating going up to him and just making out. Ahahaha you're joking right? Nah bra. Oh. But he was with chicks what a downer. And I saw this guy who looked like Anthony and he was pre sexy. Hot bod *winkyface* but whoa man it was like a triangle ahaha nice strong shoulders though yummy.

That's all but I guess I should vent my frustration first. I sometimes can't stand nathans whinging like 24/7 sometimes anyways and vi complaining about getting level 14 well of the cosierge dude was right and level 18 was a club level meaning money and all that stuff and people not wanting to hang with kids I support that. Fully. But nathan is the exception he's lovely. Oh yeah? Well of course you say that he's your kid!

Over and out.

Frustrated level 8

Journal Entry 1: At the coast
20 December 2011, 11.10pm

I love Nathan. I do. But I think there's a limit to him too.. Like there is only do much I can take.. Or maybe I just get frustrated easily so I should listen to more of those relaxing recordings and the stress free one and the procrastinating one! Ahaha good joke. But seriously. I need to calm my farm bro.

So, today well last night (Monday night) went to vi's and packed light like really light lol only 1 bag of clothes and gym stuff and toiletries like legit. Anyways then she ended up packing so heavy and I was like what the shit cos now it looks like I have nothing to wear == anyways woke up the next morning and was... Wait for it... Late. Yep typical aye anyways went back again for her phone charger and all that... Long story short got there late, got sunburnt. It hurts like a bitch. Went to the pool and saw the cutest little boy :) then blah blah went to this teppanyaki place O.M.G cute boy alert! The guy at the beginning was alright a little bad ass like stretcher and all that but pre coolios but the cook dayumm boy! filo stock *winky face* oh oh and before I forget his name was Ben :)

And yeah now I think of him
I don't want to complain about naynay ahaha okay I'll leave on a positive note :)

Now I'll go listen to my relaxation recording after doing some maths c yeah bru! Thai would be so proud :)

Laters xx

nts; get the photos of Ben from Vi ;)

Long time no wifi..

Just got back from the coast with Vi and Nathan bubs well not just got back but got back this morning :) and my my it's been an interesting trip.. *wiggles eyebrows* I kept a bit of a journal :)

Here goes ^^

Off to the Coast..

Tired mang. I've looked at the blogger app so many times but I've been so tried mang. Anyways I want to keep this short but I don't know how to make bullet points on the app... So lamee.

So I've been cleaning and wrapping shoes and packing and all that stuff anyways in off to the coast tomorrow not really sure which coast ahaha oh wells it'll be fun :)

Anyways I was listening to these relaxing apps and they're actually really good :) and cleansing your face with oatmeal as bubz says 'IT'S the SHIZ'

Ohs and I made my nails pre sexy *winkyface



Anyways I need to pack some more. Over and out x

Jersey Shore: not trash

I used to think Jersey Shore was the worst like most trashy tv series but now that I watch it it's not that bad. I think you learn a lot about living with people and how to get along with them I felt like I could relate to it because it's not easy to live with a friend even if they're a good friend. How you act, react and feel, it's all on show. And it sucks. Believe me it sucks.

I'm starting to feel stress just building a little and it's freaking me out a bit. So it's like midnight and I still have so much stuff to do and it's just I don't know how to do it all.. It's scaring me.

Just trying to breathe.
Let me breathe..

Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol

If I am going to be completely honest with you, I disliked that movie. It was alright in some parts.. But others it was just like . . . . . . . BORING! But the guy from 'Run Fat Boy Run' was funny as 8) an there was a Bugatti Veyron and that is indeed a sexy car *winky face*

I went to see this coolios movie with George, my big bro :D and yeah it was nice to talk to him properly.. Because we never get to talk properly so it was nice (: but omg I think I rambled about my stuff == faaaaarrr outtt *sadface*

But hey, I've been watching movies all day: Memoirs of a Geisha, No Reservations, A Man Apart (Vin Diesel you sexy beast), Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol and The Wedding Planner (onto the third time in a row now... Okay. I need a life bru. Ahahah

I wrapped Brigida bubs presents *proud face* shown below ain't it cute?

Sleepy nows
xxx

Beginnings

Everything in this earth, in this solar system, in the whole of existence had a beginning. But everything in existence probably had a more interesting beginning to my senior year hey? It's not really the beginning of Year 12 yet but it feels like it. It really feels like it.

There is still half of this month and most of January and then it will really begin.. And when I think of that now, it's not that much time. So I want to keep a memory of this, crazy, emotional, stressful, painful time so that one day I'll read it and probably laugh at myself so hard.

I know I wont be able to say something everyday so I wont promise to. But I'll try to keep this going, because it seems like I can never finish anything.. It's going to be a vent for my thoughts and a vent for my stress, so it wont be nice half the time hahas :) 

Anyways, I decided to start this as the start of my senior year because I got my report card in the mail today, and I haven't even looked at it. Because I was already told hey its shit. pick up your act. Well that was a slap in the face. It hurts but hey I was lazy I'll admit it, but I was really sad that time too, like I didn't know what to do with my life half the time so I was just drifting along... until I hit something hard. Reality.

And boy, is reality a bitch.

xoxo

nts;

mistakes I make frequently

existance .... existence 

beggining... beginning