I don't want to sound pessimistic but I really do believe that if something is going so amazingly good for you, there is always something dark lurking around the corner.
and when it hits you its not nice.. it makes you feel so shit.
so hey this post is about that guy again because frankly, I seem to always need to vent about these problems. And what better place than blogger? Anyways, this guy is a pretty nice but he can sometimes be a total ass. Well I guess you expect that from a guy that games.. a lot but still. I got pretty used to the ass behavior and all that not that I care for this guy or anything but yeah. So I was pretty used to him leaving the call later so that he could game with his friends. That was cool I had other stuff to do during the night too.
But, for three days in a row we called for at least 4 hours until one of us falls asleep and his laptop runs out of battery. And that was cool like I liked talking to him and stuff but by the third day the fatigue and everything was getting a little overwhelming but I still somehow stayed awake til about 2 and then died. But today is the fourth day and I called him during the day and it was alright but I could tell that we were sick of each others company.. and we just didn't talk in the call and it was pre awkies.
But that doesn't mean that this is a good thing coming to an end I just reckon that too much of anything is not good for you and more than three days was obviously too much for us. I hope that I don't make this friendship weird and shit because I really need to focus for this term. This term will basically make or break my grades and OP so yay.
Why is finding the balance so fucking hard?
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