somebody call out to your brother,

he's calling out your name;

Exams are almost finished! Well all the hard ones are over now YAYAYA!!! I just have English Assignment and Japanese reading exam and then I'm FINISHED :D

I am trying to do my english at the moment but my brother is playing GT5 so.. I will like adapt. The Maths C Exam today was pretty intense. It went for like 3 hours D: and surprisingly we needed all that time... that's pretty crazy I sometimes wonder what made me choose to do Maths C as a subject...... I guess I must be loony (:

-a few hours later-

Honestly, it takes me like agessss for me to write up one post because I start writing then I remember I had to do something or another and get distracted then my laptop laggsss and just all these things so I take ages and most of the things that was relevant when I started writing isn't anymore... but I guess one thing that still is that I have not finished my english yet. I will try! I pro.. actually I don't promise because I don't think I would keep it and I don't want to not keep my word (:

Okay, at the beginning of the post I said I wouldn't ramble about english but I think I need to vent.. because I just don't like english as a subject, like yeah, I can speak the language but I just can't seem to be very good at english as a subject... which is kinda weird...................... I don't speak der engrish. :S

Also, we all know energy drinks are bad for you yes? Why do we take them D:

Okay, I will try to do some english now (: WISH ME LUCK 8D

night time

I feel like I should blog, but I don't know what to say really.. Every time I start to blog about something I lose my train of thought and then I just end up deleting the whole thing anyways. So I think I'll just say that exams are coming up and I am not a happy chappy. I am trying to do more productive things but gah oh well. This was pretty much a pointless post..

WORD OF THE DAY

ku·dos/ˈk(y)o͞oˌdōs/

Noun:	Praise and honor received for an achievement.
Synonyms:	glory - renown - fame - honour - honor - reputation

and because my net is pretty slow at the moment just one photo.

I'm out of touch,

EXAMS NEXT WEEK~

freeeeaaaaakingggg ouuuuuutttt D: D: D:

JOKES!

I'm not actually that stressed at the moment but I think I will be if I don't start studying soon which I will (: Don't worry :D I just wanted to blog while my mind was still pretty clear before I try to understand chem ): 

Hum where to start.. well last time I blogged I was getting ready for my Japanese exam and that actually went alright, I would admit it was way harder than all the practice ones but overall it was like every other listening test I've had. Always something that I just don't know what the heck she's saying (:

Other than that.. went to tutor for like 3 days in a row 8/ I don't know how I did it lol and I have tutor tomorrow too *sigh* and i feel like I've been eating like a pig lately..............

ANYWAYS I am trying to be all healthy and everything but its so damn hard yo. And I have bought a few things online which I might review on... but after my exams kay :D

CHEMISTRY here I come! 

たいへん！ (Oh NO!)

Obviously, it is my own fault (: But I'm not going to dwell on it for long just a short post and then I'll be onto my english monologue and powerpoint YEW~ 

Also, I have a Japanese listening exam tomorrow so my post might have a few Japanese quips in it eheh :D I don't know if I would continue to study Japanese in university or not.. Because I quite like the language or maybe I just like that I would be able to speak another language hahas I might want to learn korean people say they're pretty similar in sentence structure and so on so maybe later I might learn properly (Y)

when this horrible exam block is over I'm going to have a wonderful bubble bath WOO~

actually I think I would aim for more of a relaxing bath.. maybe buy some bath melts from lush I hear they are AMAZING :D

Over and out xx

you must be cray cray.

HEY!
so, its getting a little late.. and honestly I have not done any work.. I know I know that bad. Bad Caroline. But seriously I have zero motivation and I know that's not a good excuse or anything but its how I feel right now. Although I did watch a nigahiga video and it was about forever alone skits, and one thing that he said was completely true.

So from now on I will try not to self pity myself because even though the people who read my blog don't even know who I am I'm sure I would lose interest if someone just kept on blogging about how shit their day/life was.. even though this blog was just for letting off steam.... ahahaha (:

SO. just because this might get me a little kick into my brain I'll write down all the shit I have due. LEGO.

1. English draft monologue and powerpoint written and polished
2. Chemistry Revision sheet and remember ALL equilibrium rules etc.
3. Maths B study and revision for exam!
4. Maths C study and revision for exam!
5. Research and interview with Hogs Breath Cafe for Accounting assignment
6. Japanese listening practice.. know vocab

And I think that's about it.. there's probably more if I include non school stuff I have to do... *sigh*

WHOA tomorrow is already WEDNESDAY!! NO WAY D: 

Okay before I leave I reallly want to dye my hair like this, its sew pwetty! ^^

and I wish I could braid like this *determined*

and this made me smiles :D

enumerate

a new word for the day: enumerate again a word I thought was positive but isn't after all.. ahaha

e·nu·mer·ate

   [ih-noo-muh-reyt, ih-nyoo-]  Show IPA

verb (used with object), -at·ed, -at·ing.

1.

to mention separately as if in counting; name one by one;specify, as in a list: Let me enumerate the many flaws in yourhypothesis.

2.

to ascertain the number of; count.

And also when I went to Dictionary.com to define 'enumerate' I saw the word of the day and I thought it would be pretty relevant to me (:

remit

   \ ri-MIT \  , verb;

1.

To slacken or relax.

2.

To transmit money, a check, etc., as in payment.

3.

To abate for a time or at intervals, as a fever.

4.

To refrain from exacting, as a payment or service.

5.

To pardon or forgive a sin, offense, etc.

Just for the first one though, because I have majorly remitted in my studies... :S

Anyways, so much english due *sigh*

Oh and today I was pretty pumped for school right, and then I find out that we don't even have class today. I was like are you freaking serious. FARK. and I carried all my shit to school too *insert another sigh'ing cat* or just a YOU MAD BRO? YES, I AM!

Don't worry..

ADORBS :D

Exams sooon..

Well, I have been.. yeah school is a bitch hahas (: I am trying to write my english but I have so much other things that I have to do too so I'm borderline breakdown at the moment but its OKAY. because I can get through this! ahahah good joke

Anyways, I must say I looked myself in the mirror today and boy, do I look like hell I swear my eyebags have eyebags and my face looks like its at war with itself with all these pimples popping up everywhere GAH!

Hm but there are positives to days like this, I must say Phil has been a really good friend to me lately, and he is just so.. nice. Like he just listens and helps me quite a lot when I really need a pick me up. And he is so.. well I know he's not an ass. so that's a major thumbs up :D

And today I had a really good fun tutor lesson with Adrian today. Although it was pretty like awks eye contact ahaha but it was like pretty fun (: and I like listened to his iPod and looked through his books and he didn't seem to mind and I like wrote in his calculator that he was gay.. lol... ahaha anyways I don't know if I should bring him to the formal or not D:

Oh and just going to close with some pretty sexy pictures of taecyeon OMG HE IS DAYUM SEXY ;)

Come to my formal anyday ;)

Just no words for this 8D

uh well..

I've been procrastinating for half this night.. oh wait this WHOLE night.. <> HOLY SHIT GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER

but I feel so.. ARGHHHHHHH

Melancholy

My new favorite word is 'melancholy' I just love the sound of it and er.. I've read it a few times and haven't the slightest clue what it meant.. XD

Anyways if you don't know the word 'melancholy' by google definition it means

mel·an·chol·y

noun /ˈmelənˌkälē/  A deep, pensive, and long-lasting sadness adjective /ˈmelənˌkälē/  Sad, gloomy, or depressed - she felt a little melancholy - the dog has a melancholy expression Causing or expressing sadness; depressing - the study makes melancholy if instructive reading

Which is actually... pretty depressing.

Also I saw this really cute picture of chibird you should check her out shes AMAZING (:

Siblings

Another long time no blog, sorry again but I don’t seem to have any motivation to blog regularly and there is just so much stuff that has been making me stressed lately that I don’t even want to write down all the shit in my head at the moment. I really hoped that this blog would be successful and not just like somewhere to dump my thoughts and not make any sense. But I guess it comes from practice to how well you can blog hey. And I’m not making excuses but I honestly am not that great at English anyways. I guess I don’t have a gift for expression but I think that if I continue to blog for a while I’ll get better and maybe people will read my blog more often..

So what I want to talk about today is fighting, especially fighting between siblings. You see my brother and I don’t get along much like rarely and I don’t really know why that is.. but it just never seems to be able to go well. So sometimes when I’m in a really good mood and I try to be friendly he is just the biggest pain in the ass. But when today he was like a loony person I was pretty much not in the mood and he just kept on annoying me and I was like seriously? You can’t take a hint? And then I went to watch a TV show when he was away from the TV and then he came back and was just being the most annoying person I was getting so pissed. And then he got pissed too and I was like shit. This is never going to work.

I really admire all those people who can get along with their siblings and are like tight with them. Because I don’t really see myself doing that and I don’t know how that is going to go when we grow up and something happens. Would we really hate each other that much that we wouldn’t help each other? In a way I think that is what is going to happen and so I need to find someone or I need to figure out something so that I don’t have to fall to the bottom. That’s all I want to do really . Keep my head above water.